What’s The Difference?

You take illegal substances
I OD on painkillers and meds

You gamble and overspend taking risks
I gamble with my skin and life

You drink heavily to block things
I cut to release or find myself again

You go hairdressers for haircut and eyebrows fortnightly
I pull out my eyebrows and hair unless it shaved so it harder to pull it out

You get sunburnt
I scratch my skin red raw

You juggle fire-sticks and knifes
I re-open wounds or put bleach on them

You put others in head-lock
I self-strangulate

You punch people, cars, windows
I punch brick walls and myself

You intentionally hurt others
I hurt myself for temporary relief